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    <dcterms:description><![CDATA[Saint Anne&#039;s retreat<br />
Martin Tige<br />
Utah State University<br />
Fife Folklore Archives<br />
Logan, Utah<br />
Mythology /Fol klore<br />
Instructor: Brad Gibbons<br />
Trimester 3, 2013<br />
Mountain Crest High School<br />
Hyrum, Utah<br />
xvi<br />
Table of Contents<br />
Field Collection CD Cover Sheet<br />
ii<br />
Informant Release forms<br />
iii<br />
Collectors Release form<br />
xvi<br />
Table of contents<br />
xviii<br />
Cover Essay<br />
xxix<br />
Autobiographical Sketch<br />
xxx<br />
list of informants<br />
xxxi<br />
TranscriPtio&quot;/ .. c... ....... \V<br />
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Cover Essay<br />
ST. Anne&#039;s Retreat<br />
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Now just a week ago, I knew not even the name St. Anne&#039;s retreat. But this past week, I<br />
have visited the place that so many spirits call home. I myself am not much of an adventurist<br />
paranormal wise. Just the mentioning of a spirit and I would nearly run for the hills. The story<br />
behind St. Anne&#039;s retreat however intrigued me. A friend of mine named Silver Pena told me that<br />
she had been researching about a place in Logan canyon called The Nunnery. She told me that<br />
there had been many stories but the only story she had told me that really had me hooked, was a<br />
particular story about how Christens used this camp for impregnated nuns. In this particular time<br />
children born by nuns were believed to have been the work of satin, they were to be disposed of<br />
at birth so that they had no chance to do damage to this world. One particular nun however felt<br />
the need to keep her child, so she decided before the birth of this child, she was going to run<br />
away. From the start, the head nun had suspected that this nun would have second thoughts so<br />
she had decided to keep a close eye on her. When she had finally put her plan into motion, the<br />
head nun was not too far behind. Realizing this once she had given birth to her child, she thought<br />
to hide the child in some bushes and lead the head nun away and pick up her child at a later time.<br />
Soon the head nun gave up, or so she thought, going back to pick up her child she was astonished<br />
to find that her child was missing. She, went back to the camp and as she approached the camp<br />
there was a peculiar object floating on the far north side of the pool. As she came to focus in on<br />
the object she had a sense of recognition. Once she could see the object in full she saw that it was<br />
her child lying face down, no more than a lifeless corps. All of the grief due to this event caused<br />
• the nun to go insane and later commit suicide.<br />
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The property though is owned privately, meaning people are unable to visit this place of<br />
folklore. &quot;a former Catholic summer camp located a few miles up the canyon from Logan, Utah,<br />
where<br />
some young people were charged with trespass not long ago&quot;(Toelken). I feel this place of<br />
historic event should be given to the public however with some restrictions some people chose<br />
to disrespect abandon private properties. I feel they should open it up almost as a museum just<br />
for people who are just like me who would like to experience the chill, to be in the same place as<br />
these said sprits and learn things first or in this case second hand. Honestly they could even make<br />
a profit off of the place selling admission tickets.<br />
What makes this place so great? Well there are many different things that are being held<br />
behind the walls ofSt. Anne&#039;s Retreat. This place to me was a battle ground, nuns stayed here<br />
fighting for the lives of not only themselves but for the children that they had brought into this<br />
world. The pool at St. Anne&#039;s has taken many lives but has little to offer, visiting it, there is said<br />
to be a cold spot in the pool where a particular nun has committed the ultimate sin, which is not<br />
taking the lives of others but taking her own life. In sprit she sits at the edge of north comer of<br />
that pool grieving for her lost child. Not only is there that, but in the basement of some of the<br />
cabins there&#039;s said to have been rituals to have been taken place here.<br />
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Work Cited<br />
Toelken, Barre. &quot;The end of folklore. The 1998 Archer Taylor memorial lecture.&quot; Western folklore 57.2/3<br />
(1998): 81-101 .<br />
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AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH<br />
Martin Stephanus Tige was born January 6, 1996 in Sudan, Africa. He moved into the United<br />
States in the year of 1999 in search of a better life, he soon found himself living in the state of<br />
Utah. As a young boy Martin was very curious about how many things worked, taking apart<br />
nearly four VHS players and almost able to reassemble the mechanism by age seven. He mainly<br />
grew up all over the small cities of Utah but always somehow ended up in Rose Park. He<br />
attended four elementary schools, two middle schools and two high schools, soon to be a<br />
graduate from Mountain Crest High school. Martin was never academically the smartest kid but<br />
was a quick learner when it came to hands on projects. This led him into High School Clubs such<br />
as the Mountain Crest Robotic team, as the head designer and builder in his team. His<br />
fascination however has nothing to do with what his dreams are. Martin hopes to become a<br />
Law Enforcement after graduating from High School.<br />
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List of informants<br />
Silver Pena: Silver has attended Mountain Crest high school since sophomore<br />
year and is hope in make her way into music. She has and outgoing personality<br />
and is almost always caring for others<br />
Camila Triana: Camila has also attended Mountain Crest but only for sophomore<br />
year, then later moving to Intec High near USU (Utah State University)<br />
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CD Track: 1<br />
St. Anne&#039;s Retreat<br />
Transcription cover sheet<br />
Interviewee: Camila Triana &amp; Silver Pena<br />
Place of Interview: Hyrum library<br />
Interviewer: Martin Tige<br />
Recorder: Martin Tige<br />
Recording Equipment: Iphone 4, voice memo<br />
Transcription Equipment: Microsoft Word<br />
Transcribed by: Martin Tige<br />
Brief Description of Contents: Silver gives brief interdiction about St. Anne&#039;s Retreat.<br />
Camila explains in detail the tour that we had toke a week before<br />
Reference: MT: Martin Tige<br />
CT: Camila Triana<br />
SP: Silver Pena<br />
Note: as we had the interview there was some laughing in the background and also<br />
people were moving around .<br />
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Transcription Paper<br />
Martin Tige - MT<br />
Camila Triana - CT<br />
Silver Penia - SP<br />
MT: So today&#039;s May 17, and we&#039;re at the Hyrum library; the weather outsides pretty good, looks<br />
like its about to rain though. And I&#039;m here with Camila Triana, and Silver Penia and we&#039;re here<br />
talking about The Nunnery or better known as St. Anne&#039;s Retreat; so what&#039;s the story behind St.<br />
Anne&#039;s&#039; retreat, like how did it become known that way?<br />
( brief pause)<br />
SP: well um, there&#039;s many stories to it and the one I became mostly familiar with or the one I<br />
heard a lot of was, it first stared as a camp and I don&#039;t remember the exact name of the camp<br />
but .. um a famous building person he created it for a summer camp for him and his family so its<br />
more like a summer home. and there are tons and tons of cabins in there and then after that he<br />
gave it to his son who was living in New York at the time and his son was really famous here in<br />
America cause he was one of the wealthiest guys, and because of him-because of him being so<br />
recognized in the nation a lot of Hollywood movie stars asked him permission to use it as a<br />
summer home just a place to get away and one of the stars herself was Marilyn Monroe she<br />
stayed in one ofthe cabins, (chuckle) I don&#039;t know which cabin exact but she was one ofthe<br />
famous people here .. Um later after they were done using it, he. Tried to give it, he tried to sell<br />
it to the LOS church but they didn&#039;t want it and he tried the same with jahobo Witness and they<br />
didn&#039;t want it so he ended up donating it to the Catholic church and they used it; well theres<br />
different versions of this they say that they used it as an abortion clinic for teenagers or a clinic<br />
where they&#039;d have their babies and um they&#039;d put them up for adoption. And as for the nuns,<br />
the other version is that nuns who got pregnant they would be sent there in secret and they,<br />
once they had their babies, they would be drown in the bathtubs which were supposedly filled<br />
with holly water (brief pause) um so yeah.<br />
MT: Kay, now you&#039;ve been there ten- eleven times?<br />
SP: (chuckling) Eleven times<br />
MT: and every single time you&#039;ve token a different group of people.<br />
SP: um hm<br />
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• MT: What&#039;s the pool. The cold spot in the pool?<br />
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SP: the cold spot. Urn there&#039;s, they say like theres always a different version to everything but<br />
for the pool urn. It was actually open I think thirteen years ago and they were using it as a camp<br />
after the catholic- after the catholic church and a thirteen year old boy drown there in the pool,<br />
no one knows how they say his spirit could be the one haunting the pool there&#039;s a certain spot<br />
like on the east side of the pool that&#039;s cold. And the other version is that there was a nun who<br />
had a baby. And she wanted to keep that baby and so when everybody-when all the nuns were<br />
getting ready to sleep or something she decided to get her baby and run away with it and<br />
manage to you know, wanted to keep her baby and so the head nun caught her and she started<br />
chasing her. The innocent one is what we&#039;ll call her the innocent one with her baby an they<br />
chased each other around the forest or the woods and when the innocent nun got, you know a<br />
few feet away she was able to hide her baby in bushes and runaway and she hoped that when<br />
she&#039;d come back her baby would still be there so when she realized that the head nun finally<br />
gave up she came back to pick up her baby and her baby wasn&#039;t in the bushes anymore so she<br />
went back to the camp and her fear became a true thing like her nightmare just became reality.<br />
She found her baby flouting face down in the pool and so that could be another reason why the<br />
pool has a cold spot. Due to that baby and or the nun who commended suicide after seeing her<br />
baby there she drown herself<br />
MT: Okay, now we were there just a week ago and Camila will you explain what happened<br />
while we were there?<br />
CT: What part?<br />
MT: Just run them through everything<br />
CT: Okay, so we first went up there after touring this like run down chimney which wasn&#039;t to<br />
interesting. But we went to the pool like Silver described and she wouldn&#039;t tell us the cold spot<br />
so we had to find out where we thought the cold spot was and it was pretty ligament all of us<br />
claimed it was in the same spot. Except for Martin, he got really warm<br />
( background laughter)<br />
MT: For some reason I felt warm when I got there<br />
CT: yeah, so anyway we kind of went around the pool, kinda checked it out then urn after that<br />
we were proceeding to look through the rest of the houses but they were boarded up for<br />
security reasons and so we went through the rest ofthe neighborhood ofthe cabins and<br />
discovered urn. One of the larger cabins had a wraparound porch with screens and one of the<br />
doors were open so we went through the door and urn we kind of went inside to look and see if<br />
t.<br />
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we could go inside of the cabin but it was still boarded up um. We went around that area and<br />
um some people like me claim that we heard noises but we still haven&#039;t verified that um but its<br />
all in the video and um after we weren&#039;t really interested the fact that it was closed we exited<br />
out of one of the, it was randomly swinging doors and we visited the &quot;fake&quot; grave site and um<br />
then we went um to look at the rest ofthe cabins at the end ofthe hill and um all ofthem were<br />
closed at the top except when we went around one of the last cabins um it was like a beautiful<br />
mint green cabin it was pretty cool they all had really cool designs and the architect was really<br />
inspired just I don&#039;t know simple designed it was really beautiful so it&#039;s kinda sad that it has-has<br />
a depressing story and kind of bad mantra with it because no one could really visit it I guess<br />
&#039;true grandeur&#039; anyways so we went around that and it turns out the basement, it didn&#039;t have a<br />
door just had like a hole through the cement and um I guess you could say was it like trails<br />
siting like the stuff that locks the end of the house to the- to the floor? That stuff it was under<br />
the porch so &#039;we decided it would be really smart to go under there and take a tour&#039;<br />
(sa rcastica lIy)<br />
SP: we were hoping that somehow; well before- before it was all boarded up um like all the<br />
doors were busted down and so; um before I went with you guys there was um we found our<br />
way from the basement up to the stairs and I mean nothing was boarded up so, that&#039;s what we<br />
were kind of hoping for (laugh)<br />
CT: um hm yeah<br />
MT: and we found something else instead though<br />
SP: we did ( still laughing )<br />
CT: yeah, uh we went in it was really creepy and some people were kind of wussy but you know<br />
we at least got some footage anyways we went in and it was; with some of the lights we were<br />
able to see where, what kind of rooms were in the basement it was just a cellar and a food<br />
storage area; Obviously they were empty and then there was is one room that had uh. (small<br />
pause) that had a shelf and uh coat hanger bar and on the shelf uh was a open uh, it was closed<br />
I think. It was open<br />
SP: it was open, I lost the page. Oh my gosh (laughing)<br />
CT: Oh my gosh I wonder what page it would be interesting to know what page It was on cause<br />
it was a child&#039;s bible and it was open, we don&#039;t remember what page it was open at but um; and<br />
then there was like a short challis I guess used as like a candle holder but it obviously didn&#039;t fit<br />
the candle and the candle was red and then there was a nail on the c-on the - on the wall and a<br />
rope tied to the nail that was tied in a nus on a bear and the bear- and the bear was mutilated<br />
in the eyes, both of the eyes were pulled out whatever, plastic button whatever they were both<br />
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out and stuffing was leaking out him the same with the neck-part of the neck that was on the<br />
nus was also ripped and then urn. Going vertically there was a cut in the stomach and it was just<br />
kind of creepy to see a mutilated bear that like an open pair, it was like an open scripture and<br />
then a candle so we went in there and we kind of creped out well actually we went in there<br />
twice. First time we got scared and we freaked ( brief moment with Silver) Second time we just<br />
took in and get out and then urn. We decided to take a tour of the rest of it urn so were going<br />
through the cellar kind of like backtracking if you were to go through the front door but<br />
obviously it&#039;d be the end ofthe tour ofthe house so we were at the end and we were going up<br />
and it seemed like there was a dead end cause its really, really small in these sort of houses I&#039;m<br />
guessing if they&#039;re built in the early 1900&#039;s they still had small- small construction guidelines<br />
and they&#039;re more building permits really didn&#039;t have like fire safety restrictions, so everythings<br />
really small and urn instead of finding a dead end we turned the corner we all kind of creped<br />
out because we were getting actually into the house and it was gonna be a realistic tour urn and<br />
then we found that there was stars at the- at the - at the- at the turn of the corner of the wall I<br />
guess and there were tinny and really steep and they went around a corner so they would be<br />
like half of a spiral staircase obviously not as urn, grand I guess and so we&#039;re going up and we&#039;re<br />
wondering if we could go through because at the top of the stars was a door. And so I had<br />
luckily been the front; not; (laugh) and I had the flash light at least and so. Was it just me you<br />
and Nick<br />
SP:yeah, Yeah<br />
CT: yeah, just us three anyway so this big huge party of children of three (laughing) so secure<br />
anyway so we&#039;re going up and I flashed the light through the door and the door was open a<br />
crack and I could see some graffiti and I was curious as to what it was because most times<br />
people have swear words or do not enter or random I guess you could say as straight as you can<br />
and frankly as you can like pictures of genitalia nasty stuff so anyway I was thinking it was one<br />
of those things cause I&#039;ve heard of that before and um instead I saw half of a pentagram and it<br />
wasn&#039;t just a star pentagram or upside down stars because you could also draw a devil goat<br />
face inside of it and do a whole satanic ritual with it so it kind of creped me out and in any kind<br />
of situation when you&#039;re going in a unknown everybody feels really scared and there really­there<br />
senses when you know you can&#039;t- you can&#039;t see very well your other senses are high end a<br />
lot more and its one of those six sense tale tale sign when you just don&#039;t feel good it&#039;s a cold<br />
chill feeling and you&#039;re like dude let&#039;s just get out of here so after seeing that sign I was like<br />
yupp uhm not going up there not unless there was a big crew of people and it was like some<br />
documentary and we had these big bal-bulky cameras than it&#039;d be fine but .<br />
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SP: yeah you know and I was reviewing um the video I took while you were going up. You<br />
yourself before even seeing the graffiti or anything you were like I guys I don&#039;t feel good I I was<br />
like are you sure? You were like yeah I don&#039;t feel good.<br />
CT: oh eah, I was like I don&#039;t wanna be a wuss or anything but I don&#039;t feel good.<br />
SP: yeah, and once you looked at it you were like yeah there&#039;s not there&#039;s not good signs up<br />
there<br />
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CT: yeah that&#039;s right not good I was like guys let&#039;s just stop. Yeah, so after seeing that I um I<br />
don&#039;t like feeling scared a lot because I&#039;ve gotten over it I guess you could say; after watching so<br />
many scary movies you don&#039;t get scared sometimes I guess.<br />
SP:yeah<br />
CT: But in this situation I was pretty scared because my adrenalin was kinda rushing through<br />
my veins. But I was trying to like keep it chill you know- like keep it chill<br />
SP: (laughing) yeah you didn&#039;t look scared like<br />
CT: that&#039;s what I was trying to do like you know I was trying to keep it together I didn&#039;t wanna<br />
run out and scream and scare everybody. So I was like okay you know just breathe let&#039;s get out<br />
of here<br />
SP: I kinda felt like that though cause when I first saw the teddy bear<br />
CT: and your like ahh.<br />
SP: I was like guys this isn&#039;t<br />
CT: and you ran out oh my gosh<br />
MT: and as we were running out I bumped my foot and everybody runs out<br />
( moment of laughter)<br />
SP: one simple little noise and this whole thing<br />
CT: well its cause I was like looking at it and um I don&#039;t know If I could say it in this audio (<br />
looking over at Martin)<br />
(Martin gives a nod yes)<br />
MT: you can<br />
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CT: but umm the bear- the symbols with the bear reminds me of masonic rituals and so I was<br />
just curious as to what it was but you guys hadn&#039;t heard of that before and so, I don&#039;t know If<br />
you had heard of it you probably would&#039;ve heard urn a bias pers- like a bias perspective as well<br />
and I was just- I just wanted to see what it was like and what they had in there and stuff and so<br />
when we shon-when we shined the light on it you were so scared like oh my gosh! What is<br />
that?<br />
SP: you know at first I was; I first noticed the teddy bear and I was like guys this isn&#039;t normal<br />
cause at first you know in the process ofthe mind it&#039;s like oh someone&#039;s trying to scare you<br />
know trying to scare you. But once I looked at the shelf I saw a bible and a candle and that&#039;s<br />
whenl~artedhea~ngout.<br />
CT: yeah because you - and then we thought it was blood earlier to and it was actually just<br />
candle wax so I&#039;m guessing they were trying to read the bible with the candle which would<br />
make sense ritualistically but urn<br />
SP: who would go in there by themselves though, I wouldn&#039;t dare do anything like that<br />
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CT: well if- I don&#039;t know I guess if it&#039;s abandoned and you wanna practice something that not a<br />
lot of people agree with urn, you do it alone. Or maybe if there intent was to be alone to be<br />
more satanic or whatever but I don&#039;t know you can&#039;t really judge that because mas-masonry is<br />
kind of an obscure ritual not a lot of people know about they just know that it&#039;s either good or<br />
bad. But it can kinda go in-between because like the mutilation we saw on the bear that wasn&#039;t<br />
right.<br />
MT: that was not normal<br />
SP: that was not<br />
CT: the different symbolism with the neck the throat and the gut makes sense with masonry urn<br />
and then also the candle and anyway.<br />
SP: well yet again they were no demonic symbols<br />
CT: besides upstairs if- if my fear was right but I&#039;m like oh my gosh I sees nothing but anyways<br />
that was- that was pretty much it and after we kind of left were like okay we&#039;re good lets just;<br />
and it wasn&#039;t it was barley even twilight it wasn&#039;t even like (both CT &amp; SP) &#039;dark&#039; and so I&#039;m like<br />
dude I&#039;m glad we really didn&#039;t go at the dark or else things would&#039;ve been so much more high<br />
end and we would&#039;ve freaked out; cause you were even saying when we were entering the<br />
whole cabin complex it really doesn&#039;t feel that scary you know I kinda just feel like a chill. You<br />
• didn&#039;t feel (brief pause) I guess your adrenalin pumping as much as it had the other ten times.<br />
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SP: yeah, well actually I&#039;d say my first five times (mumble) but the weird thing is like every time­every<br />
time I go there&#039;s always bound to be that one that one point where it&#039;s the depression<br />
feeling that last a few seconds then leaves but like the first time the vary first time I went<br />
(pause) urn (pause) I was- I was terrified I was so scared urn. It was actually my first time going<br />
in a haunted place and uh urn after we were done, like I started feeling like all my energy just<br />
going down that&#039;s the weird thing to because four of my friends entered the red cabin right<br />
next to the pool and it was three guys and one girl and .. as soon as she stepped on the door<br />
step urn her and my other friend freaked out, looked at each other and were like &#039;did you hear<br />
that&#039; and they both said it- it was funny they were like &#039;yeah&#039; and so they both ran out and so<br />
the other two that were in there ran out and uh and I was outside. I was like guys what&#039;s going<br />
on-whats going on? And there like &#039;oh we heard something&#039; and the other two that were in<br />
there were like yeah &#039;we didn&#039;t hear anything you guys are tripping&#039; later on through the day<br />
we went to first dam and we started reviewing the video and clearly it was-it was recorded on<br />
an ipod and you could clearly hear a woman in the background that sounded like she was crying<br />
CT: oh was this the video you should me later?<br />
SP: Maybe<br />
CT: perhaps I think oh yeah<br />
SP: but yeah she sounded really sad and uh it was just like (pause) I don&#039;t know how to explain<br />
it - it was just a short amount of time but by then when we were reviewing everything I just felt<br />
dead I felt drown like drown out of energy they were all joking around they were like &#039;oh the<br />
spirits must have gotten your energy&quot;<br />
CT: oh yeah, that must have been true though cause maybe yeah.<br />
MT: Actually while we were there I felt super light headed so<br />
CT: Are you serious?<br />
MT: yeah<br />
SP: I&#039;m telling you you&#039;re always bound to feel or hear something<br />
CT: yeah, in my case what the heck?<br />
SP: you&#039;re like woe I hear something<br />
CT: and then I was like okay chill out, it could&#039;ve been the wind<br />
• MT: wait so what was the sound that you heard? (speaking to Camila)<br />
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CT: I heard the first sound urn the audio that I took with the video captured the same sound<br />
twice so it was basically reputation but I heard &quot;inside inside&quot; but it was such a faint whisper I I<br />
thought I was insane and I thought oh maybe it&#039;s the video recording you and your cousin<br />
SP: and that&#039;s weird though, that&#039;s the weird thing I was like guys we cant go inside its boarded<br />
up in a few minutes later I mean a few seconds later you hear that<br />
CT: uh hm yeah I know<br />
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SP: actually when we were there my first time the girl that heard the moan not the moan. The<br />
cry yeah the sad sigh urn we were in that cabin and we heard a thing shes like &#039;guys I see a man<br />
sitting by the fireplace&#039; and she ran out. We didn&#039;t see anything we didn&#039;t capture anything in<br />
that but I find- I find it kinda interesting how her point of seeing a guy sitting next to the<br />
fireplace and your point of hearing the &#039;inside&#039;<br />
CT: yeah but it was really faint to and I thought I was mor- when I was there it didn&#039;t sound as<br />
faint as it sounds on the video recording it sounded like anybody whispering during a test<br />
SP: like they were next to you?<br />
CT: yeah, and it wasn&#039;t as soft either it was like a sharp whisper and so I thought maybe it like<br />
when you play back a video on not like the most expensive video camera you have it sounds<br />
kinda like sharp and kinda like small and then when nobody; I looked behind me and all the rest<br />
of our group were taking a video<br />
SP: in front of you<br />
CT: and they were still currently doing it then I realized nothing was playing back and 1- I waited<br />
a minute longer to see if anything happened and then I was like dude I don&#039;t feel good and then<br />
I was like what the heck. Did you guys hear that and then I was like I&#039;m insane and then when I<br />
later heard it like I was replying it urn the next day cause that night I went to bed and I was like<br />
I&#039;m not gonna play that urn I wanna go to bed; cause so many times I&#039;ve watched movies in my<br />
room and then I&#039;m like freaked out because I&#039;m alone obviously it&#039;s just my room anyways so<br />
yeah urn it was right before we had gone on a hike as a family so my sisters were there with me<br />
and they were listening to it and urn I didn&#039;t hear it actually the first time and there like wait did<br />
you hear that wait go back. I&#039;m like wait did you guys hear that too than? And there like yeah<br />
we heard some kind of whisper and so I was like so I&#039;m not insane and urn so we played it back<br />
and it was the said twice but it was faint I guess &quot;You have to have special be really special to<br />
hear it&quot; no I don&#039;t know but I guess It does explain cause my sister Naomi has a really really<br />
good sense of hearing like when I&#039;m eating food she tells me not to &#039;chomp&#039; like I&#039;m eating<br />
normally and you know when you&#039;re eating cereal whatever and you hear it? She hates that<br />
•<br />
•<br />
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sound and like anything she&#039;ll be like did you hear that? And she is the worst for paranoia like<br />
anything, loh my gosh did you hear that?&#039; anyway so that explains how she could hear it I guess<br />
a lot better than I could when we played the video still I don&#039;t know just kind of interesting to<br />
have experienced<br />
MT: it&#039;s still kind of creepy but what was the practice with the bear?<br />
CT: the practice with the bear is a masonic ritual according to; I&#039;m not a professional at all 1- I&#039;m<br />
just; I&#039;ve been interested in what&#039;s going on with different kinds of practices whatever and I<br />
guess I could say when I started reading urn Dan Brown&#039;s da Vinci code, The lost symbol. Other<br />
ones he&#039;s written, there all really full of syb-sy- like symbology and urn different kinds of I guess<br />
you could say urn motives of symbols like different kinds of patterns and how symbols kinda<br />
repeat itself through history and urn I was interested after I was reading it because he was<br />
talking about how the Masons are kind of un-un- kinda- not under privileged cause most of the<br />
really rich bureaucrats are Masons and it&#039;s kind of like this brotherhood and each time- the<br />
whole point of going in this brotherhood is kinda like when you&#039;re sorority or a- what&#039;s the<br />
other one called? There&#039;s like a female and male one, what&#039;s the other one called? Sorority and<br />
SP: oh I have no clue<br />
CT: it&#039;s like- like- it&#039;s like the is it an F? I think it F anyway those little clubs you go into when<br />
you&#039;re in collage and urn anyway so the whole point is to kinda get in the group where you can<br />
kinda be friends with them and the other point is especially in Masonry is to learn urn urn they<br />
call themselves secrets because urn once you learn them you&#039;re not supposed to tell anybody<br />
about it and its really strangely tied to Christianity which explains the open bible uh that&#039;s really<br />
interesting I really wanna know what it was open to cause it&#039;d be really interesting to find out<br />
SP:yeah<br />
CT: anyways so urn according to like what&#039;s been given by them and what&#039;s been linked by<br />
people who&#039;ve been in them it&#039;s what they do sort of thing kind of exposed them is that they do<br />
different rituals kind of like when you get into a club and you get blind folded or something go<br />
through these different tests but some oftheir symbology if you tell where you&#039;ve learned the<br />
secrets to other people urn you symbolically cut your throat, urn cut your stomach and I think<br />
with the eyes I still haven&#039;t remembered exactly what part of the eyes but I&#039;m guessing just<br />
cause eyes are one of the main things we use in life as our sight and (Silver laughs in<br />
background)<br />
CT: what? What&#039;s so funny dude?<br />
•<br />
SP: sorry<br />
CT: anyways I&#039;m not really sure with the eyes though because lots of times the eyes have a<br />
symbolic meaning as what you see with your eyes like that&#039;s the whole thing<br />
SP: isn&#039;t it like you decide to go bind if you tell a secret?<br />
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CT: yeah, like they&#039;ll cut your eyes but the whole point of the eye is besides your hearing and<br />
your smell I guess your eye sight is like one of the most things we use to and everyday like any<br />
kind ofthing is like &#039;oh I saw it&#039; but you trust me like you know so I&#039;m guessing it&#039;s like one of<br />
those things one of those senses you use the most so part of that whole ritual is if you tell the<br />
secret they&#039;ll cut your eyes out I&#039;m not- I don&#039;t know - I don&#039;t know if it&#039;s progressive order<br />
each secret you tell like oh my eyes are cut out I&#039;m gonna tell another secret or if they do it all<br />
at once. I don&#039;t know. I&#039;m not really sure but that kinda interested me and then that sort of<br />
thing but I&#039;m not an expert at all so I don&#039;t even know anyway that&#039;s alii know<br />
MT: now just- With me I don&#039;t know I just kinda see that as see no evil hear no evil for some<br />
reason<br />
CT:yeah,yeah<br />
SP: that&#039;s so true<br />
CT: that makes sense<br />
MT: cause its just if you see something I guess then without eyes you wouldn&#039;t be able to see<br />
anything anymore so that&#039;s kinda creepy<br />
CT: creepy stuff in the basement<br />
MT: just don&#039;t go around fallowing into basements anymore<br />
CT: yeah, kick the door open that&#039;s a lot better<br />
SP: there you go<br />
(laughing)<br />
MT: im pretty sure if you kick the door open you&#039;re gonna find a super surprise<br />
SP: a big surprise.<br />
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